The Logitech Gaming Keyboard

I haven’t played computer games for fun since I was in high school, and even then, I was never a serious player. But I recently got a gaming keyboard from my dad, and typing on it is an experience.

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This keyboard is loud. Really loud. Especially compared to the keyboard I had before it, which was designed to be quieter. I suppose the loudness of the keyboard is supposed to make the user feel more important, like every keystroke has weight. Or so a gamer feels more badass when he blows up a demon. I’m not really sure. It also doesn’t have a numeric keypad on the right side, so it’s more compact than your normal keyboard, but I think I would rather have the keypad than not have it (for the three times in a month that I actually use it).

The keyboard includes software that enables the user to change the colors of the keys, so you can literally make it any color of the rainbow, or multiple colors all at once. This feature is almost totally useless to me because the only thing I want to do on a keyboard is type. I’m not going to sit there and admire the thing in between typing sessions.

But I really needed a new keyboard, and my dad gave this one to me for free, so I am stuck with it until it dies (and watch it live forever). 🙂

Have you ever tried a gaming keyboard?

Thursday Three #42

  1. The biggest news is the latest Storm of the Century, Hurricane Florence. Fortunately, it is now a Category 2 and doesn’t look like it’s coming directly for North Carolina anymore, but it’s still going to bring a ton of damage. We are prepared… well, as prepared as we can be for a natural disaster.
  2. I found an interesting site where you can list your web-based fiction: Web Fiction Guide. I had no idea something like that existed until about a week ago, so it will definitely be something to keep in mind if I ever publish something online.
  3. Last weekend, my husband and I went to the Eucharistic Congress, which is basically Catholic-palooza. The most notable thing was that we got to see the bishop, and honestly, I found myself staring at him very hard, while I wondered whether he was a “good guy.”

If you are in the path of the hurricane, stay safe!

First Comes Love…

The inevitable happened. You remember that rhyme you used to sing when you were in elementary school, the one that went “first comes love, then comes marriage”? The thing that, in tradition, happens after marriage has happened to me.

My first thought was that I majorly screwed up, and I internally heard laughter at the joke (which I now relate to completely) that goes “What do you call people who use the ‘rhythm method’? Parents.”* My immediate second thought was “I’m married… isn’t this what’s supposed to happen?” My third thought was about how much tinier our 600 square foot apartment was about to become. Then I tried to stop thinking altogether and called the ob/gyn. It took a couple weeks for the morning sickness to kick in, and I am fortunate that it never got as bad as some women supposedly have it. I never actually got sick, but I got darn near close to it, and I was so tired that all I wanted to do after work was flop down on the couch and sleep (which I did on most days).

The exhaustion lifted slightly after the 12th week or so, along with the nausea. But I still wasn’t able to get happy about the whole situation. I’m Catholic, so I’m supposed to be all joyful about this little soul that God deigned to put in my weak human body. Man, was it hard to be joyful. Every now and then, the joy would come, but the next second I’d be back to kicking myself for what I perceived as ultimately a birth control failure. We should’ve been like one of those couples with great self-control that somehow manages to use NFP successfully for the first five years of the marriage, then has a kid in “God’s perfect timing.” Nope, we’re just regular people after all. The ideals have fallen yet again. So I have been contenting myself with the clichĂ©: “Nobody is ever ready to be a parent. You just do it.”

I’m trying to tell myself that we didn’t fail and that this is in fact a great success (and, you selfish thing, you better think about all the people who desperately want children and can’t have them), but my perfectionist nature is reluctant to buy it. The reality is that now is the time to let go of my perfectionist nature once and for all. I’ve been telling myself that it’s OK if the dishes don’t get done the second after we eat or that the apartment isn’t going to burst into flames if I don’t vacuum exactly on schedule. Or if someone emails me at work, I don’t have to get back to them within the next five seconds. Not to mention that I’ll traumatize my son (and probably my husband, too) for life if I keep being such a perfectionist.

All this life-changing craziness started in April, which means a little more than I’m halfway there. Then in January, we’ll hopefully have a healthy, crying, screaming little creature to be responsible for, for the next 18 years and beyond. Scary? Hell yeah. Fun? Yes, from what I hear. But marriage is my vocation, and with it comes children, as the rhyme goes. So my life’s true mission has begun. 🙂

As a side note, I’m not sure what will become of this blog in the meantime and after January. I’ve been using it less and less, even though the actual desire to write has not left me. I won’t ever delete the blog, but I may not keep my own domain. I’ll try to post every now and then, but I doubt it will be regular at all. I want to try really hard not to be someone who only writes about their kid and/or posts pictures of their kid. If I was a kid these days, I’d be pissed at my parents for posting pictures of me on social media.

*NFP is not the rhythm method, but it still relies mainly on self-control, which fails far more often than we weak humans would like.